Heyy! So in my previous post, i said i had never been heartbroken from relationships and i said i'd explain in my next post which is this one i am presently typing with a blurred vision and tired hands. I've been really sick lately :( But i'll be fine in no time. :)

Anyway, this is me trying to explain what i said i would. When people ask , 'Have you ever been heart broken?", and when i reply 'Yes' they never ask further questions. It's like people are programmed to think that you can only get heartbroken from a relationship and i dont know if thats right. Is that the only thing that can cause your heart to shatter? What of when the ones you love are ripped mercilessly away from you by death ? What of when you have literally no one because everyone who said they'd be there for you and your family, Lied. What of when everyone who said they were your friends, turn their backs on you when you need them the most ? What happens when you experience trhat kind of pain ? It cant be classified as heartbreak ? What happens when you cant find the way to your soul anymore because it's nothing but a blurred memory. When you doubt literally everything people say to you because you've learned one too many lessons about believing people.

I want people to understand that heartbreaks are not only caused by some stupid boy who decided to cheat on you with your best friend or one girl that decided to date you and some other dude at the same time because she thought you werent enough. Life is way deeper than that. Things go on everyday that break my heart. you would think i would have learned by now but ... Lol experiences have broken my heart. Ive lost people i love and it broke.. crippled ... destroyed me. People have disappointed me more times than one. And other things of the sort. So, instead of asking 'Have you been heartbroken', i'd like someone to ask 'What broke your heart?'.